Seeking Solace in the Unknown

I'm frustrated when my time is spent,

Not in pursuit of joy, but in lament.

For they never appreciated my existence,

Labeling me troubled, strange, without resilience.

Yet, I too crave attention, love, and care,

Yearning for warmth, someone who'll be there.

This holiday, I plan to break free,

From such feelings that burden me.

I'll fill my life with those who truly understand,

Creating a family-like bond, lending a helping hand.

Is there such a place, where I can find,

Solace and happiness, peace of mind?

I do not know, it remains unclear,

Only God holds the answers near.

But I shall strive and plan with all my might,

Embracing the unknown, guided by His light.